http://loudbuzz.wordyblog.com Philosophy-oriented, metaphorical blathering...to the heart Mon, 16 Jun 2008 23:40:30 +0000 http://backend.userland.com/rss092 en I was in an airport, talking to you on the phone... when I saw someone... a woman that looked so much like someone else that I once had feelings for. I was shocked at the similarity. I was stupefied by my own emotions: a small hurt, a small ache, a small dissatisfaction. Silly as it sounds, I ... http://loudbuzz.wordyblog.com/2008/04/23/then-and-now/ Two and a half weeks after my divorce was finalized. I got married in Santa Fe, NM... no one knew about it beforehand... We just decided in bed that it was what we wanted to do.  ;) We would call the shots... And not wait for a time and a place that suited anyone else. I ... http://loudbuzz.wordyblog.com/2008/04/23/eloped/ so I am really not all that practical. i stew about things...although I try not to obsess. still, I grow worried and weary about things that I really have no control of. and worst of all, I get sad. Why worst of all? Because I think... if I am sad, then, to others... I am a needy person; something ... http://loudbuzz.wordyblog.com/2008/04/21/some-times-i-want-sympathy/ Thank you...(I apologize in advance for the following diatribe...) I am very sorry to hear about your mom... I dealt with this terrible thing...seeing my ex-wife's father die from cancer. And it made no sense to me. How could this ever happen? How come faith / god can not stop this? What good is this? What ... http://loudbuzz.wordyblog.com/2008/03/08/to-a-distant-friend-who-just-told-me-his-mom-had-cancer/ So, I can write again... If I want...   http://loudbuzz.wordyblog.com/2008/03/08/my-divorce-became-final-yesterday/ Lots going on in my life right now... I filed for divorce in August. Business has been chaotic... lots of turnover... long term, professional employees leaving; no replacements... I have had lots of business travel as well...usually 10 day trips... sometimes twice a month. My kids and I are trying to find more time to be together. I ... http://loudbuzz.wordyblog.com/2007/11/23/still-here/ "Human touch trumps the language of esteem-building." Hugh O'Neill http://loudbuzz.wordyblog.com/2007/07/25/trumps/ no...we always need to fill... not because we lack... but, because we always have room to grow. http://loudbuzz.wordyblog.com/2007/06/23/can-anyone-be-complete/ Traveling today to New Brunswick... I have never traveled this far East before... it is so far East, as a matter of fact, that it is one hour ahead of Eastern Standard  Time. I am going on business... but I hope to also have time to be a tourist... and take a few pictures for you.  ... http://loudbuzz.wordyblog.com/2007/06/23/on-my-way-to-canada/ The doctor today says that that is my blood pressure right now. I knew that it was high...but not that high! Stress... change... pressure... lots of work... lots of travel... weight gain... it was bound to happen. I need to change some habits... in order to survive. http://loudbuzz.wordyblog.com/2007/06/13/150-over-105/